great-shadow-dragon

friends say ive been cut too deep i say ive lost no sleep friends say that i'll wind up dead i say im just gettin ahead friends say my views have changed i say they just got rearranged friends say the real me went and hid i say that part was just a kid friends say its alright to cry i say thats when a part of me dies lets get this straight, im not gone not one part of me has gone wrong i just see the world for what it is when a man needs to take whats his im not saying its all mine sayin thats just crossin the line it takes a man to admit his flaws and i know i have to let down the walls but with what ive seen and what i kno

first i get a yes, then i get a no and once in a while i get i dont know you do or you dont, simple as that i know im not skinny, but im also not fat looks are all that matters, with you that's true i can lose weight but what can you do? yeah you are pretty, even a little smart got a rockin body, even a big heart but he will break that, that is his secret art you see his real motivation is to get close to her and once that happens you become a blur how do i know this? because it happens with me or anybody really when you go by what you see it's the inside that counts, not just the looks yeah hes good lookin, but he doesnt read g

lets see what's in store for me, let us see how happy i can truly be found a girl to hold tight, talk to her day and night got a job its goin swell, not to mention i get paid well life turned down, so did my smile, now its back from bein gone a while hang with friends, have a beer with dad seems i have more than what i had work the bag, have some fun finally the day is done go to bed lie on down, wake up and i feel no frown

woke up this mornin feelin the pain wondering what the hell is racking my brain took a look inside to find that it was just the same old shit so i went to the gym found the bag that i usually hit worked it for an hour and then i gave in asked myself how the hell will i win but i wont let up get home and i fall in my chair thinkin bout some stuff while i run my hand through my hair make a decision and go for a run, hope that i dont need my gun run into trouble and get in a fight, win it and im home for the night lie down and i hear a voice sayin son you're doin alright

there is no god, but there is a hell i live it everyday and i say oh well im looking for someone to hold dear someone who wont shed a single tear someone to balance all the things i hide all of the feelings locked inside im tired of being done wrong when i go to sleep i here the bell saying get ready for another round with hell

i love you i love you thats why i tell jokes i love you i love you and so do my folks love love how much can it grow? love love nobody knows anger anger how much can it smolder? anger anger not much when your older life life can make you frown life life i wont let you down mind mind it can be kind mind mind who knows what well find poet poet who could have known it poet poet that id be good at it